What I Need to Say
I put up an article titled A Memorial on Sustainable Democracy, and said I would talk more about recent events here. So I suppose the time has came when I need to do so. Especially since it will explain why Wednesday image sort of disappeared the last couple of weeks (The only reason Monday music has continued was that I had more already scheduled than I thought).
On January 31st, 2008 my Mother passed away. While it is still less than a month away I have that feeling that it was both yesterday and a long time ago. Honestly I really don’t know what or how to feel at this point. It doesn’t help that my degree is in psychology and I spend a good bit of time over-analyzing how I feel and act. Knowing all the facts, statistics, processes, and timelines are helpful but still don’t negate any part of the long, hard healing process.
I won’t go into specific now. I may never here, or I may go into very long detail at some point. At this point I really don’t know.
But I’ll be working back to regular updates, ramblings, and news.


I am very sorry to hear about the loss of your mother. It’s rough to lose a parent. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
My condolences. I have lost both my parents and you probably never get over missing them. As a psychologist you know all the stages of grief, but acceptance, the last stage is never easy because of all those questions you never asked.
If you have siblings, you get closer to them, hopefully.
They also leave things that are sentimental to you and I still have all those things which give me comfort.
Good luck to you.